Émotion : resignation

Hello,

I sometimes need to express the fact that I'm a bit blasé, resigned to my bad situation, as if I were in bad shape but passive. Not in immediate anger, or immediate sadness, but as if resigned to my nullity. I don't know how to express it with the emotions currently on offer, because isn't it exactly indifference? Indifferent sounds a bit neutral, at least more than resignation or a similar but more negative term?

Thank you!